Reality set in, and it sucks.

I had everything I ever needed and I let it go. I expected more from you then I ever should have. It wasn't right for me to ask so much from you, and give so little. We both wanted the same thing but for whatever reason decided not to see it and gave you away for the next lucky soul. I had my chances, and know I probably wont get another. I'm slowly coming to terms with that. I just hope that whoever is lucky enough to earn your love will treat you and love you the way I should have. If you ever see this, I don't expected another chance, not because I don't want it, but because I don't deserve it. This isn't a pity party, or a love letter. Just the realizations of a sad and lonely guy.