But I have no idea. I can't figure out what is wrong with me either. So don't feel bad that I don't tell you. I used to be so good at not letting it out, at not letting anyone know and now it seems like no matter what I do its like I have a neon sign above my head that says "COREY IS DEPRESSED!"
That is the only word I can come up with for it. I'm depressed. I can't seem to be happy. The only things I find enjoyment in anymore is baseball and reading. For no other reason then I can focus in on what is happening right then. Not about what is going through my head.
I used to always say that life is much simpler when you don't think about it. And I was right. I think my real problem is I can't stop thinking. About everything. I got 3 hours of sleep last night just because I kept thinking about everyone and everything. I need to get out of this place, I need a change, I need someone.
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